Everyone has a date that they measure time by....for me this is the day. It's the day that I think "did that happen before or after we lost Rocky?"

It's the day I lost my best friend, my buddy, the one other person who knew all about my childhood memories and could reminisce with me, the one person who could get under my skin faster than anybody, the one person who could/would cheer up the room just by walking into it....It's the day I lost my baby brother! UGH!!!!!!!!!!! This day 5 years ago was the worst day of my life! I can't believe it's been 5 years already, it's still a tough day, it still hurts, I still miss him, and I still cry!!! I know I will get to see him again someday {trust me it's the thing that gets me through it}...and I can't wait for the day!!! Life's just not the same, I miss you ROLA....I'll see you in heaven!!! I Love you!

To see pictures of his kids go my link titled Amber, Madelyn and Colton, they are adorable and look just like him!

{I have a million other things to post, I'm way behind on blogging...but I didn't have it in me to blog about those things today when this weighs so heavily on my heart. But I will catch you up soon - I promise.}